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ddnene, this is the quotation that gives me peace whenever I think of my precious dogs that are no longer with us. The other day I found some of Trixie's old toys under the armoire in my bedroom and sat and cried. So I know how painful and raw this still is for you.

Wallygator was truly a gift from Winston for you to mend your heart.
"It came to me that every time I lose a dog they take a piece of my heart with them, and every new dog who comes into my life gifts me with a piece of their heart. If I live long enough all the components of my heart will be dog, and I will become as generous and loving as they are." - Anonymous