Oh Kelly, I am so very sorry to say that many of us fit in your shoes. Sad and true. you do have Vegas and us. I so glad you let us know of your pain. I can relate. I have nothing to hide either. Adult children can make the dumbest choices. It's not even that they had it bad or weren't loved, mine went to college, they had everything, it's hard to make any excuses for them. But we still love our children with all our hearts, and it hurts to the very core of us. and the critters that watch our every move, even when we don't notice them, know when our life sucks. Your Vegas has your back. He won't let you hurt alone. Neither will we. xoxoxoxo