MeekosMummy
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This is not quite a bulldog memorial ... just a memorial. Iv got a lot on my mind so im just going to write it all down and see how it turns out.
I miss you xx
2 years has passed since I saw you last and il never forget that day..
You were led at rest, peaceful and still. All your troubles had gone away.
You never got to meet your grandson and watch him laugh and play.
Why oh why did things end like this? Thinking of how and why it happenend. It plays on my mind and makes me cry each and every day.
Il never forget the good times no matter how much the bad times make my heart ache. Not forgivin and forgetting.. not trying that bit harder will always be my biggest mistake.
I wish I could turn back the hands of time and show you that I cared. Id give anything and everything to see you once again. I should never have given up on you no matter how much I was scared.
I was scared of how you had turned out to be, drink was the only thing that made you truly happy.
But ive realised now - now that its too late. The drink wasnt your happiness.. just an easy escape.
I miss you dad and it hurts me so bad that I never got to see you to say. I love you and im sorry that things turned out this way. Xxxxxxx
I miss you xx
2 years has passed since I saw you last and il never forget that day..
You were led at rest, peaceful and still. All your troubles had gone away.
You never got to meet your grandson and watch him laugh and play.
Why oh why did things end like this? Thinking of how and why it happenend. It plays on my mind and makes me cry each and every day.
Il never forget the good times no matter how much the bad times make my heart ache. Not forgivin and forgetting.. not trying that bit harder will always be my biggest mistake.
I wish I could turn back the hands of time and show you that I cared. Id give anything and everything to see you once again. I should never have given up on you no matter how much I was scared.
I was scared of how you had turned out to be, drink was the only thing that made you truly happy.
But ive realised now - now that its too late. The drink wasnt your happiness.. just an easy escape.
I miss you dad and it hurts me so bad that I never got to see you to say. I love you and im sorry that things turned out this way. Xxxxxxx