2bulliefamily
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Kelly, I too have just read this and my heart is sad for you. I know how you feel and what you are going through. I also have a son, 21, that has been in and out of drugs and trouble. He hit rock bottom when he started hullicinating at home (from drugs obviously) and i freaked out. Never in my life have i seen something like that. He talked to his hairbrush like it was his phone and on the way to rehab 6 hours away he thought he was smoking a "joint" and when he passed it to me (not really doing this) I lost it and jumped into the back seat and just about beat the crap out of him. We have spent so much $ on rehab clinics (3 at minimum $800 per night and stay is 14 - 45 days). It is incredible. We have been thru heck with him and finally we had to cut it off and we did and that was very hard. We are in a better place now. He is living with us and although he does not have a job (which is an issue for me) he is in school and doing a million times better and honestly I did not see that 1 year ago so your son can overcome this. Michael cut off all ties to his old life and on a different track right now but more importantly he wanted to do that. It was so sad to see him in that state because he did not look like my michael. Now he does and it has been a blessing but each day is a challenge for him and will be for a while. Keep your chin up. I know that is hard to do. It was very hard for us to get up and go on with our every day life but we also have a 5 year old daughter, who worships the ground michael walks on, so we had to do it for her. I think too he also wanted to do good for her. I remember so many times watching him cry as he watched her.
I will be thinking about you and praying for you. Don't think you are in the boat alone because your not...we are all with you. If there is anything I can do for you please let me know.
I will be thinking about you and praying for you. Don't think you are in the boat alone because your not...we are all with you. If there is anything I can do for you please let me know.