Lynn, Thank you so much for your kind concern and prayers. I can't tell you how much I appreciate it! Losing a child to suicide is just the worst thing that can happen to anyone, and I'm afraid there is a long road ahead before feeling any better. I'm told that once we can accept that we will never have all the answers, we can begin to accept a "new normal." I know life will never be the same again. Sam was the light of my life, was very accomplished, kind and humble. He was loved by so many people. This continues to shock me at times. He was not mentally well the last 4 months of his life although he sought psychiatric and psychological help, I don't believe anyone knew how sick he was.
Send me you email address if you would like a link to a pic of him and his obituary. I don't know how to insert a link into this message. Or you can just google Samuel L. Merrill (Dallas) and it should come up. Thanks again for reaching out to tell me you're thinking about me. Love, Donna