Thank you so much Carol. I am glad to be be here. Everyone is so kind and thoughtful. I don't get a lot of support from my family. They think that I should be back to my old self, but they don't realize that Harley meant the world to me and she took a huge part of my heart with her. Being here helps tremendously. I had her cremated because I couldn't bear to put my baby in the cold ground. I am glad that I did. I have set up a memorial for her with her ashes, her paw print in clay, a lock of her hair, her favorite toy, her collar, condolence cards from the 2 vets we took her to the day she passed, her personal (little mermaid) fan and some pictures of her. All of this helps some, but the loving support here really helps. I know that it is going to be a long painful healing...it still hurts like it just happened. I miss her so much. Thank you so much for your kind words and prayers.
Laura