Carol, Pray that you are doing alright. It is hard with you being out of touch-miss you on EBN! I know it is odd, but the longer it is since losing someone, the worse it gets.(for me,anyway)I don't cry much-but miss him more. I guess because I never thought I would have to grow old alone. Totally contrary to what people say. I guess if your young and have lots of social, it is different. I hope you have a good Christmas-at least a peaceful one. Mine, as usual will just be lonely. (thank GOD for my dogs) Sometimes I wish I only had one dog-so I could take off and just disappear! Wondering what s going on in your life now?-hope things are better for you. Luv you gal, Lynn