The 1st death that devastated me & made me understand
how much loss can affect and change you, was the death of
my best friend of 30 years, Donna, age 49 & new grandmother
to her youngest daughter's 1st baby, just 4 weeks old.
I suffered and did, a long time. Be patient with yourself, Rosalie
and very kind & gentle, you deserve it. I send love <3