So my entire life the month of april has been a curse. Nothing but bad comes from this month in my life, and although I dreaded the first.... I did not expect this. My grandpa who has had a clean bill of health, got rushed to the hospital this week for cancer. He isnt going to make it through the week. I'm in NY and my entire family is in Arizona. I cannot think straigh and really need some words of encouragement right now. Please.