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My Bully Gave Me Wings
- Feb 3, 2012
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- Abby (my Sweetie Head 10.24.11-11.23.12) and Otis
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- #16
Of all the things She DOESN'T know....how deep your love is..is NOT one of those. She knows Bev..she knows.
I just want her home with me Becky. I just want a little more time.
I know that I've been blessed with this past year. I know that I wasn't ever supposed to have this much time. But I'm not ready. Not now. Not yet. How am I supposed to sleep tonight without her breathing down my neck or snoring in my ear? I know it's silly, I know it's unrealistic... but I can't imagine never having that again.
as are you! I sure wasn't expecting to read that she want walking back into the vets like she owned the place. I hope that's she's able to stay strong. 
Oh my, why didn't I see this until now?? I'm so sorry to hear Abby is not well. I read your story with tears coming down, I can't imagine what you are going through right now. I don't know the whole story behind Abby and what she's been going through, or what is wrongs with her, but I know this must be heart wrenching for you. 2 years ago before I got my two EB puppies, my 14 yer old Jack Russell passed away. She had cancer for about a year before she died, and my vet said she could live with it for some time, as she wasn't in any pain. She said eventually it would come down to her quality of life. My son who has learning disabilities, and is bi-polar loved Oreo , and didn't want us to put her down. We made the decision to take one day at a time, but told him that if she was suffering , then we would put her down. My son had gone to BC to visit his grandmother, as she wasn't well. When he left, he asked us not to do anything until he came back. A week after he left, Oreo didn't wake up one Saturday, she had passed away in her sleep. I guess that was the best way to go, and I didn't have to make that decision to put her down. We didn't tell my son until, a week before he came home, so he could have a nice visit with his grandma, she died a week after Oreo did, and I didn't want him to have to deal with that and Oreo. Abby sounds like she's been through a lot, and come through, she is a fighter, and she is strong, she also knows you love her . Hopefully she will pull through this crisis as well, and you won't have to make that decision, but you will know what to do when the time comes, and as hard and sad as as it will be, you'll make that decision based on love and what is best for Abby, and knowing you gave her the best bully life ever, and that you did everything you could for her, and make it as easy for her as you can. Abby will feel this , and know that she is loved. I am crossing every finger and toe , and praying with all my might that Abby pulls through this, and is okay. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family tonight, and I'm sorry you are going through this. Get well sweet Abby , be strong , and feel all our love so you can get better. Keep us posted, on Abby's condition, and let us know how she's doing. Hugs and Love from Monica, Bulldozer and Blossom.
