I'm just so afraid for her. She has never been this bad. We've had crises before but never like this. Her blood is poisoning her brain and God knows what other organs.
I hope she knows that I didn't just leave her there. I hope she knows that I'm coming back, that she is there for her own good. I'm terrified that this time in the hospital will break her spirit. I hope she knows how much we love her.
I need a drink.