sdefilippo
New member
Hello. I just joined. I just lost my 4 year old beautiful baby girl, Lola, on July 1st to severe epilepsy. I have not been able to stop crying, especially at night. Lola was my love, my life and a part of my soul. I truly feel I lost a part of myself that day. It was a completely unexpected loss. Everything I do and everything in my day was touched by her. Everything reminds me of her. I am having a very hard time coping and I pray it will get better someday. Right now I am in an extreme depression and in shock. I am waiting to wake up from my nightmare. I miss my sweet Lola Bean more than words could ever possibly describe. I am hoping to make friends and find help and support to get through it absolutely horrible time.