Hi Shannon, I'm so so sorry for your loss. Bulldogs are truly special and touches our hearts in ways we don't expect. Many people here share your sadness and has gone through losing a bulldog, I hope you can find comfort here on EBN, we all love our bulldogs<3
Grief is ever changing and we all handle it differently but you will feel better in time.
Hugs to you and Welcome to EBN<3
Rest in Peace Sweet Lola