I am so sorry to hear about little Stella. It is so hard when a loved one leaves us. Time will heal and someday you may enjoy the smell of puppy breath again.
Welcome to the site. It is a great place to be and wonderful friendships along the way. We have members who at this point do not have a bully, but plan in the future and I know they love to hear all the input they can. Don't be a stranger, I am sure your experience with Stella will help out many members!