With all the good news, this is sure to be a happy ending in when it's all said and done
Life is like a box of chocolate covered
It has taken me awhile to get back on here and I am sad to say I had to put Bevo down. It has been a month now since he has been gone and not one day has got easier. After all the therapy and time, he had another altercation with my son. There was no skin broke on this altercation but I believe it's due to the fact that my son was able to pin him down before anything bad had happened. I knew at that time that it had to be done. I did everything I possibly could and I will say that was by far the worst day I have encountered. Had I had one ounce of knowing just how hard this was going to be, I can say I may have changed my mind. It's for the best for my family I know, but losing my best friend is overwhelming. I miss him every single day that I wake up. I sincerely pray that some day when I get past this awful hurt that I may be able to add another bully to my family. Im a little hesitant about it now due to I am afraid of encountering the same situation again. The guilt that I felt when I had to make that decision was to unbearable, not sure that I could do that again. I want to say thanks to everyone that gave me feedback on my issues. They were fantastic and worked, I don't think any amount of training was going to take the aggression out of him. This site has been a blessing to me. It took me a month to be able to log back in. I was afraid of seeing all the previous post about him. Although it was hard, I'm glad I did it. His picture here makes me smile. Thanks again for all the positive thoughts and I hope maybe in the future I will be back to show pics of my new bully if I decide to make that plunge again.