I feel that way sometimes. deflated that is.... I was never a cat person until my wife and kids begged me to get one and then we fell in love with the Bengal breed and now have 4 of them.
I think adult responsibilities and of course, the worrisome direction the world
keeps going robs many of us of laughter.
Since Stuart's death, the thing I miss the most is laughing and being silly, even
just a moment out of the day, helps so much. I think I've suffered much from
not laughing more than grieving.
Not that y'all would know...from listening to my grief & sadness expressed but
I am wickedly funny and so was Stuart. We made each other laugh for 27 years.
When we went out, which was a lot, everyone gradually joined us at the bar or
at our table & we'd entertain them all night. Many times, we hurt the next morning
from laughing so hard...and so much...a good hurt tho! I miss laughing and my dear,
funny, loving husband, Stuart...it'll be a year he's been gone on August 21st.