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    This is not quite a bulldog memorial ... just a memorial. Iv got a lot on my mind so im just going to write it all down and see how it turns out.

    I miss you xx

    2 years has passed since I saw you last and il never forget that day..
    You were led at rest, peaceful and still. All your troubles had gone away.

    You never got to meet your grandson and watch him laugh and play.
    Why oh why did things end like this? Thinking of how and why it happenend. It plays on my mind and makes me cry each and every day.

    Il never forget the good times no matter how much the bad times make my heart ache. Not forgivin and forgetting.. not trying that bit harder will always be my biggest mistake.

    I wish I could turn back the hands of time and show you that I cared. Id give anything and everything to see you once again. I should never have given up on you no matter how much I was scared.

    I was scared of how you had turned out to be, drink was the only thing that made you truly happy.
    But ive realised now - now that its too late. The drink wasnt your happiness.. just an easy escape.

    I miss you dad and it hurts me so bad that I never got to see you to say. I love you and im sorry that things turned out this way. Xxxxxxx
    Xx.Demari-Jay & Meeko.xX

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    awee honey, I'm sorry, that's so sad, sounds like my old man too
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    oh my i am fortunate my dad is wonderful so i forget there not all like that

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    Tasha, this is beautiful and your words will help heal your heart, ease that
    pain and help you forgive your Dad and most importantly, yourself. It really
    is a process and forgiveness takes time and stages, sometimes forever. If
    your Dad was alive then you WOULD be saying those words to HIM today.
    Don't worry, Tasha, your Dad knows you've forgiven him and that you loved
    him and all is well where he is between y'all...you will see him again too. It's
    okay that you had to take yourself apart from the alcoholic destruction that
    happens, you had to chose life or no life...you chose life...good for you!


    My Dad was an alcoholic, lifelong...very violent & cruel and damaged all four
    of us kids & my Mother's life, she never had the strength to leave him.

    There should be no shame or blame to do what you had to do at the time
    to survive.

    Sending much love to you and keeping you in prayer. GOD heals ALL wounds.



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    RIP beloved boy.

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    Hugs coming your way. I this year is 9 years since my mom passed and there are still so many things that I wish I would have said to her before she crossed over.

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    Sorry for your loss . Big to you.


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    The power of words. It's amazing really. While I know this was very very personal. I'm sure it touched every person who has read it too. We humans, we can be the meanest SOB's to those who love us the most. Taking that pain, wrapping it in words and letting it go, that is a gift to yourself. And Dear Tasha, it's never too late. These are life lessons you will pass on to your children. And the ones who learned too late....they know..they know.

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