I feel kind of bad but at the same time I'm seriously happy ... my son came home from the recruiters office today and told me he had once again talked to them about his leave date and they gave what is for him bad news, and for me is a whewwww I have more time!! He found out today he will be leaving in January instead of next month in November. He isn't happy at all he wants to leave next month so for me to be relieved and happy makes me feel like a bad mom!!! So this Thanksgiving and Birthday and Christmas I am going to go ALL out because I know for sure I won't get to spend many more with him. I can't help but be happy but I'm keeping it inside don't want to rock the boat :D