Thanks everyone for the support. All of this reminds me of what my Mother said. When we lost Gus we were-are devastated. He was our 7 year old baby. But when we got the boys my Mother got me to the side without Weesie and said What Are You Thinking? Not only another dog but two bulldogs. She said you have had a terrible time with the loss of Gus. Why get another dog(s)? I could not explain it. Why intentionally put ourselves through going through all the pain again and again. At the bank we say put it on paper and see if it works. The cost of the dog, vet bills, food, work, time, tied down at times on travel, pee, poop, bath, wiping screw tail, skin folds and etc. Why go through this? I can't explain it but I wouldn't change a thing.