Don't feel bad.
Doctors need to be called out for their "selling out" to these companies. Even human doctors have a reputation for blindly supporting something because they get kickbacks on sales of it. They will downplay the risks, and reassure everyone of the safety profile. And its not totally their fault. They believe whatever they're told most of the time. Rarely does a doctor *EVER* go home and google like we do. This is why the patient is now smarter than the doctor many times. And that's a fact.