Again I told you once before I have been exactly where you are 14 years ago, even having to re-home my 2 dogs. I am sitting here crying for you, and with you. I am sorry for what you are going through personally and having to give up Ms. Piggy. I know you have heard it many times... but I can promise you things will get better. I once seen no light at the end of the tunnel, and now my life is filled with rainbows. Peace be with you.