First of all take a deep breath the stress of this could potentially put you into premature labor and that isn't good for you, the babies or you fur baby. Twins are something I do know something about mine are 9 soon to be 10. Let me tell you what saved my sanity bouncy seats, a comfortable carpet on the floor, and one of those mixers that looks like a trolling motor, and a large mixing cup. Make four bottles at a time that way all you have to do is warm them. I would put Meaghan on one side and Mykenzie on the other I fed them at the same time burped them consecutively changed them put them down for a nap. its ALL about schedules. Let me tell you something else when you have a multiple pregnancy the hormones going through your system are double to a single birth. Meaning you will be more emotional than normal maybe even have terrible dreams I did. I did go into premature labor my girls are 6 weeks early. Just take a deep calming breath, meditate, and Know that whatever your decision its when both your skin babies and fur baby in mind and trying to do the best for them both. Much love and going out to you and if you need ANYTHING please don't hesitate to message me. I can't tell you what to do but I can be there for you when you make your decisions.