Well it"s been a long six months since I lost My Gunnyboy and I still miss him and it hasn"t gotten any easier for me, I loved that dog so much that I dont think I"ll ever get over it.I thought that time would ease the pain and I could go on without him. As I write this the tears are falling just thinking about him. He was a beautiful ol man and no one in my life could make me feel like he did ,I just looked at him and he made me smile, we didnt have to talk to each other , we did it with our eyes His love changed me as a man, he taught me to be a better person, how to love and he was always by my side no matter what, If I could look into his eyes once more and hug him and tell him I love him one last time all would be ok but I can"t so my paine will never go away. I know he is waiting at the rainbow bridge waiting for me. I can picture him seeing me and that bulldog butt just a wagging and that big smie he always had. I know that GOD would never keep us apart after death, so I know I"ll see my Gunnyboy again and we will be together for eternity . I have Sarge and Lu Lu and I love them both they kinda fill some of the space thats empty. I"m so glad I have them both, Gunny made it possible for them to have a good life with me. Alot of water has gone under the bridge so good and some bad but we are all fine and life will go on.