Well Gunny last nite so hard without you having you butt next to me, I cried myself to sleep and am missing you so much. I got up this morning looking for you, it was an empty space where you used to lay. Again the tears and loneliness started again knowing that I"ll never be able to kiss you in the morning and talking to you like you were human. You were always glued to me all day looking up a me wanting me to love on you every second. You have given me much more than I deserve and I hope I gave you all the love that you needed.I still see your sweet face looking at me and being content just being next to me. I aam so thankful that I was right there kissing you when you passed.Life will never be the same without you.Time will pass and I"ll never stop thinking about you and nothing will ever fill the empty hole thats in me.Please be happy and know that I will be with you, I promise and then we can pick up were we left off. I"ll pray that God has you in his arms comforting too! I dont have to tell you how bad I hurt , but dont worry I"ll be ok till I see you again. I Love you Gunnyboy!!