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    Default Re: Vegas Howard 8/4/07 - 9/9/18

    Dear Cheryl i am so so so sorry for your loss. he was part of our family here and your heartache is felt by all of us. through your love Vegas thrived, and we all learned so much. please know you are in our thoughts and we'll be holding ours tight tonight.

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    I don't know how I didn't see this until now Nothing I can say will numb the pain, that I know. Try to take comfort in the fact that you loved him while his wings were getting ready to fly. You gave him the very best life. His legacy will live on because by you sharing his story, he has helped and will continue to help everyone who comes here.

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    It's been over 7 months since we lost Vegas... I can't believe how time has flown by! I see photos of him every day when they pop up as memories on FB. Mostly I smile and reshare them. Today I just hurt. I miss how he felt in my arms. I miss the way he fit in my lap. I miss him dragging his extremely large paws over the tile floor. I miss him begging for bananas, tomatoes and cheese. He's everywhere in the house and he's nowhere. If that makes sense. I've only had two dreams of him, only two. For someone who loved him more than life itself, this hurts.

    I was sitting on the floor and he was so excited. He wiggled his butt and he jumped his little excited jump. His front feet barely coming off the ground but he did that a few times before he crawled into my lap. "Are you real?" "Is this real?" I cried out. He turned his face to mine and then he was gone.

    The second one was months later. We have a 90 degree turn on our stairs and he would often hang out on those two triangle steps that created the 90 degree turn. He's even had one of his last seizures on those steps. He was facing the wall and he was digging into the carpet on the first of the 90 steps. I came up the stairs behind him and I poked him on the butt cheek. That startled him and he bolted up the rest of the stairs. Then he was gone.



    I miss him so very much. I know so many of you know my pain. Today is a day that I just miss him so very much. I have so many videos and photos of him.. I could go on and on and on. These are from his last month. Rest in peace sweet boy.

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    I'm irritated that the photos loaded sidewise. I don't have the energy to turn them.

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    This warms and hurts my heart all at once.... love you girl! Wish I could hug you.


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    Quote Originally Posted by 2BullyMama View Post
    This warms and hearts my heart all at once.... love you girl! Wish I could hug you.


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    I'm at the big computer... where all 11 years of photos and videos are. My heart hurts and I just can't pull it together. So many happy memories. But at the same time, so much pain. Love you too, Christine. You are such a beautiful person inside and out. I wish we lived closer.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Libra926 View Post
    I'm at the big computer... where all 11 years of photos and videos are. My heart hurts and I just can't pull it together. So many happy memories. But at the same time, so much pain. Love you too, Christine. You are such a beautiful person inside and out. I wish we lived closer.
    Me too.... 3000 miles makes for a really long distance hug.


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    Default Re: Vegas Howard 8/4/07 - 9/9/18

    So sorry for your loss...
    But what you wrote said it all.
    I know your pain.



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