Tears are running down my face as I read this, no rambling on at all,
your heart is BROKEN and it's in every word, along with so much LOVE.
I am so very sorry, what an absolutely horrific loss, please know it is
not your fault!
I lost my 1st bully, Brutus last January, a unexpected death also. He
went in for teeth cleaning, prior bloodwork fine, etc...came to just fine,
Vet called said, he's up & looking great...10 minutes later, called & said
he was gone. So I really understand how shocking the news, how deep
the heartache and the awfulness that Baby Girl is not there with you. As
so many here know too We also know how much you love her, we truly
do. Thank you for sharing your story, hopefully it will help someone. Please
come here and share your feelings and eventually heal, never forgetting but
accepting her death and finding peace. It's so hard...I adopted Cami, here a
year and a half, she's healed my heart so much. I will pray for you & family,
again, my sincere & heartfelt condolences, may beloved LuluBelle RIP.