I'm sorry for your loss, he loved you so much. I can tell you really cared about him. I sure miss my band girl too, it's been almost a month now. I still can't believe it, feels like yesterday she was here with me. Now all I have a great memories that I got to share with her. It breaks my heart to see others having the same pain, but I know that you cared for your like I did for mine.
I'm sorry too. Nothing else to say. Be strong.